So Insightful

So insightful
You see through me
Down to the core
Never call me a bore
You come to me
With day so long
Old friend
Shotgun end
Shit he was so young
Didn't even know him
We never met
But I still regret
No Zen for life
Life not lived
Days robbed
Friends sob
Fuck, Shotgun blast
You stupid fuck
Open your eyes
Fuck your stupid disguise
If I only had the chance
To help find the way
Another lost soul
Whose life never unfolded